I don't suppose there's anyone online atm that can convince me not to dive headlong into the chocolate is there? I've resisted all day and I've eaten enough calories to be healthy, so I can't use that excuse. Chocolate has been my safety net since early December and I'm desperate to nip it in the bud before my addiction kicks in full force again.
It doesn't matter if it's bars of chocolate or drinking chocolate... my head is saying that it needs the sweet goodness of it to feel semi-human again but I know that I don't need it and it's just empty calories and a habit that I'm determined to break.
I just need to focus my attention on something until I head to bed, then I should hopefully be OK but right now it's a battle that I'm at real risk of losing.
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