...incredibly proud of myself for getting through today without diving into my relatively small (by my standards) chocolate supply. The only sweet things I've had have been with meals (the choccie Weetabix and orange juice for breakfast and the grapes for lunch) which is what I was hoping for when I decided it. I'm 400 calories under budget today so I won't be in the red when my calorie allowance drops by around 350 overnight for some reason, so I hopefully stand a chance of my third green day (calorie wise) this week or even a blue day (which means I'm under the allowed calories) to make up for the two red (over budget) days this week.
Basically I'm feeling incredibly proud of myself for resisting the choccie addiction this afternoon. It was touch and go more times than I'd've liked, but I didn't cave in and I'm through the worst of it for today now I reckon.
Depending what the graph is like tomorrow morning, I might even have enough calories left to reward myself with a sharing bar of chocolate if I get the cravings. If I don't crave it then I'll try and leave it be again, but if the graph is blue then I'll have 400 calories plus whatever is left over from today to play with, so I can reward myself for coping relatively OK with my addictions today.
Gonna take my pills a bit early and have an early night now methinks.
Feeling rightly proud of myself as I get my prescriptions ready.