...my legs have already given way underneath me 5 times this morning, so it looks like it's gonna be a bad day for the wobbliness which means that I won't be having any lunch if my carer doesn't cook it today. Good job that the two slices of bread and dairy free spread just about took me into the red this morning after all.
At least the pain hasn't got too much worse. I'm gonna try and give it until this afternoon before I pop a painkiller and/or 5-HTP. I've already taken 4 pills this morning, got another one to take at lunchtime and the last 2 before I head to bed so the less additional medication I have to take the better it is for my body.
The pain isn't intolerable yet and I'm not suicidal either, so I'll go as long as I can without popping more pills. I'm used to the pain and low mood after almost 24 years so it's not so hard to cope with any more.
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