I've just gone through my twins site, saving all the pages ready to edit and update them all. I thought I'd learnt to cope with my loss of Angelah and Angeloh but I haven't - the pain is still there and I still cry at the thought of never seeing them again.
They would have been 16 years old this month if I hadn't lost them back in 1996.
What would they look like? What would their hobbies be? What would they want to do as a career? What would they want to when they left school - would they want to go to college or go straight into a job?
Oh I don't know. I just wish I could spend one day with them to let them know how much I love and miss them.