I'm wiped out again so I'm gonna head on off to beddy-byes.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl.
I'm wiped out again so I'm gonna head on off to beddy-byes.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl.
A wonderful Freegler has just picked up one of the DVDs I had advertised, so there's only 21 things left to get rid of now lol
Today's lunch was a clear-out of the drawers ready for my next grocery order which'll hopefully have 6 packets of crisps in it just in case I can't get to the fridge for the fruit. It was 2 packets of crunchy broad beans (sweet paprika flavour) and 8 Toucan chocolate bars with a 500ml glass of water to wash it all down with and I'm well and truly stuffed now!
Here's today's lunch photo:
Today's breakfast was the same as yesterday's - 2 slices of wholemeal 'Toastie' toast with dairy-free spread and the first bottle of substituted orange juice again.
I've also had a cheeky me-friendly creamy hot chocolate and I've got a 500ml bottle of mango flavoured iced tea on the go atm, which is my 2 allowed servings of caffeine, so I'll be rushing backwards and forwards to the bathroom for the rest of the day now.
Here's today's breakfast photo:
I've woken up truly beaten this morning so it's gonna take me aaaages to recover from yesterday so I reckon I'll take myself back to bed after my carer has left on Sunday... I certainly won't be doing much today!
I've popped my morning pills and discovered that throwing my head back as soon as I've taken the mouthful of water, then swallowing, means that I can get my magic pill quarters down without getting stressed out which makes it even harder to swallow them and the snowball has started.
I've also remembered to refill my squash bottle and give my FitBit some early morning juice, so I'm just waiting for my morning carer to turn up now.
Gonna spend my day with my nose in my next book so that I can try and recover as much as possible. Relieved that I'm not going out on Sunday this month 'cos that'll give me even more time to recover too, thankfully.
The daily virus scan was still clear, so that's good news too.
Time to put my day's to-do list together now methinks.
TTFN
I've had a very busy, active day today and I'm really feeling it now, so I'm heading straight off to beddy-byes.
Nite nite orl.
⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ out of 5
If you've read any of my other recent book reviews, you'll already know how this first paragraph starts: every book I read and review starts off with the full being of stars and that I'm always hopeful that they will all still be firmly in place by the time I close the back cover.
In comparison to fiction, my non-fiction reviews are very thin on the ground so far but this book is another one to add to the very small pile.
I've always been interested in working on improving the inner me so I hope this book will take me gently by the hand as I take the next shakey step.
Let's get going shall we?
Oooh! The first part of the book before chapter 1 is really talking to me and understanding where I am and what's bugging me... I'm trying to remain cautiously hopeful that this is the start of the first step to self-improvement... will it be that key that fits the lock?
I'm 12% of the way through this awesome book and I think it's time for me to pop my last pills of the day and head off to bed.
It's been a couple of days since I picked it up so let's see if it reminds me of what I've already read lol
The alternative nostril breathing was hard to get the hang of, but it's the first time I've tried it so I'm not gonna give up on it too soon!
I've literally just opened the door to talking to my emotions and they are all rushing to be first through the door. All the emotions I've suppressed now have permission to be seen, felt, heard, seen and supported... I just wish that it was one at a time is all lol OK, so overwhelming sadness is first through the door and it's asking to be heard, supported and loved in all it's naked glory. It wants me to stop gulping back the tears and let them flow freely whenever and wherever I need to, so that's exactly what I'm gonna do... if you see me sat on the pavement in floods of tears, I'm connecting with my sadness and expressing it as it wants me to, like I should have done over the last four and a half decades. Now it's telling me that it needs the comfort of chocolate so I'm gonna crack open the last milkshake and keep reading.
Aaaand it's finished and I'm bawling my eyes out, but it's what my sadness needs so that's OK. I'm gonna put this review up online then dive deep into my supply of hot chocolate for as long as my sadness needs it or I start getting toothache from all the sugar.
I was a right oinker for lunch today 'cos I had a mug of instant vegetable Cup Soup to start with, then a single serving tub of crisps followed by 4 pots of soya chocolate dessert. I forgot to take a photo of the crisps, but here are the other two photos of my lunch today:
The photo is a couple of hours late because I wasn't available after I'd eaten it and this morning has passed in a total blur!
Breakfast was 2 slices of 'Toastie' toast with dairy-free spread and a 250ml bottle of orange juice.
Here's today's breakfast photo:
Well, I've woken up to a streaming pair of eyes, a snotty nose, dry throat and itchy back and head, so today is obviously a high pollen day for me.
I'd like to get more reading and reviewing done today, but we shall have to wait and see. I'll be able to on Sunday because of only having one carer all day and not going anywhere, so I'll be able to curl up with it after I've had my breakfast while the virus scan is running.
I've swallowed all of my various pills with my morning glass of water and got my bag ready... gotta try and remember to phone the pharmacy about my FA today - you watch me forget though lol
First video of the day has been taken and is currently being put online, so that's OK and I'm gonna take the bread out of the freezer as soon as my carer has gone so that I can have my breakfast as soon as I've done my morning laps.
Today's virus scan was still reassuringly clear, so that's another thing I can tick off today's to-do list.
This first blog post of the day is getting long so I'm gonna shut up and publish it, then hopefully get today's to-do list together before my first carer of the day arrives.
BBS (I hope)
I've popped my last two pills of the day and made a start on making my will official, just waiting on a few details before I can get any further.
Got a busy day tomorrow 'cos I've gotta remember that Marie is taking me to the bank so I've gotta take my keys, letter and purse with me and hope I don't screw up too badly.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl.
...such a light, liquid lunch today 'cos I almost revisited it several times after tackling a thoroughly gross job that I've been putting off for too long - I scrubbed the toilet and especially the seat and discovered that the black scum around the inside of the seat had not only gone under the seat but it was skin (that's why it was so dark), wee, poo and something that I'm trying to avoid thinking about that was very stubborn and even stickier 🤢 I'll have to keep an eye on it and tackle it sooner next time.
Here are the before and after photos:
I wasn't able to get my breakfast photo up this morning 'cos I was slap bang in the middle of trying to sort out techie troubles with my external hard drive keeping disconnecting then not being able to reconnect or something lol
Today was my first cool weather meal day for both meals - 2 slices of wholemeal 'Toastie' toast with dairy free spread and a 250ml bottle of substituted orange juice for breakfast and a mug of instant vegetable Cup Soup for my lunch.
Here are the two photos:
I've been awake and downstairs for over an hour but this is the first opportunity I've had to make this first blog of the day thanks to techie issues which are now hopefully solved with any luck.
I've remembered that it's the weekly virus scan, so haven't opened my email programmes, but I've popped my morning pills and started charging up my two phones so I'm just waiting for my first carer of the day now. Will I be able to get any reading done today? I certainly hope so!
Time to publish this and attempt to get my day's to-do list up before my carer arrives with any luck.
BBS (I hope)
Today has been total bedlum, but it's bedtime for me now that I've taken my last two pills of the day.
Gotta remember that it's the weekly virus scan tomorrow and to save my book review to my online storage space while the backups are underway... I hope it's less stressful than last week by a loooong way!
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl.
You truly have been answering my prayer today, Gaia... if the delivery had arrived 30 seconds earlier I'd still have been in the bathroom and 30 seconds later I'd've had a hot drink in my hands! Thank You so so much for all of Your support today, Gaia!
My groceries have just been delivered and I've got a little while to recover before the earliest delivery time so Gaia has answered another prayer for me!
Thank you so so much, Gaia!
Today's lunch was just another mug of instant vegetable Cup Soup, made entirely by me while my carer parked her arse on the perching stool, popping her gum every few seconds and not looking away from her phone. It's a good job that I got the soup out of the cupboard before she arrived otherwise I'd've gone without any lunch because she decided to move the perching stool to cover half of the corner and put the towel basket on the floor, covering the other half!
Don't worry, I won't get too ranty about it, I'm used to it now 🤷
Here's today's lunch photo:
...I've just seen when my deliveries are due so could You pretty please get my carer, the deliveries and my groceries to come at different times please? If it's OK by You, could You see Your way to letting me do my laps between all the busy-ness that's happening this afternoon pretty please?
My last Weetabix with chocolate, plant protein soya milk and a substituted bottle of orange juice this morning. I drained the carton of milk and there are 2 biscuits left in the sleeve - there didn't seem to be any point in opening another carton of milk, so I've just put the remains of the Weetabix and the full carton of milk onto Olio... just need to remember that it's toast and dairy-free spread from tomorrow onwards now!
Here's today's breakfast photo:
...a designer perfume brand?
If it is then my carer has got very expensive tastes 'cos she barged into the house wearing a perfume called "Jimmy Choo, something in you" or something like that apparently!
Well, I'm absolutely friggin' shattered this morning, but I've taken my morning pills without crunching any of them up and I've used the B12 spray too, just in case I'm low in that. The virus scan is chugging away and I've taken the first video of the day, so as soon as that's finished uploading, I'll put it on my new blog.
Gotta remember to put in my next grocery order this morning and put the bags in front of the door when I've done my afternoon laps today - another busy day ahead of me!
Time to publish this and get organised for the day now methinks.
TTFN
I've had a somewhat busy, but relatively relaxing day today but I forgot about the reading until less than an hour before bedtime so I'm only 12% of the way through the book and I bet I'll forget to pick it back up again tomorrow.
Gotta remember that it's grocery day tomorrow so I need to put in my next order and put the bags down in front of the door in preparation as soon as I've done my laps... bet I'll forget that too until right at the last minute.
I've popped my last two pills of the day and finished the boxes so I've started the two new ones ready for tomorrow.
Time for me to head to beddy-byes now methinks.
Nite nite orl.
Today's lunch was my usual Monday leftovers, but today it was 4 plant-based sausages and tenderstem broccoli with a 500ml glass of water to wash it all down with.
Here's today's lunch photo:
Today's breakfast was the same as it has been for the last few weeks - a bowl of choccie Weetabix with plant protein soya milk and a substituted bottle of orange juice.
Here's today's breakfast photo:
...I'm exactly the same weight as I was a week ago, so I'm happy with that and obviously need to turn my FitBit graph very red 6 days a week and slightly blue on the other day.
Pig-outs and creamy hot chocolates here I come again!
Well, so far so good with the remembering. I noticed that my watch was at half power last night which prompted me to have a look at my FitBit charge level and that was at 74% so knew I had to remember to charge them both up this morning. I've put my watch on to charge and I'll try and remember to charge up my FitBit after I've had breakfast and done my laps (assuming I'm still in the safe weight zone when I weigh myself this morning). Gotta bring the food waste caddy back in and I wanna try and read for a while today too... we'll have to wait and see how the day goes though 'cos I'll potentially be run off my feet today.
The daily virus scan has just finished and was still, reassuringly, clear so that's a relief.
I've popped my morning pills with my morning glass of water so I've just gotta wait for my carer now.
This first post is getting long, so I'm gonna shut up now and hopefully put my to-do list up before my carer gets here.
BBS (I hope)
I've had a thoroughly exhausting 3 days so I've popped my last two pills of the week and I'm heading straight off to beddy-byes.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl.