Monday, 30 January 2023

Nite nite orl

By the time I've shut down it'll be 8pm so I think I've pretty much managed to stay up longer than I have for the last 6 weeks, so that's OK.  I'm orf to beddy-byes now though.


Nite nite orl.

Last update of the day

  • Wake up
  • Take morning pills
  • Run daily virus scan 
  • Weigh myself
  • Put FitBit spreadsheet onto my homepage
  • Have breakfast
  • Put photo of breakfast on this blog and Instagram
  • Get washed and dressed with a carer
  • Have lunch
  • Put photo of my lunch on here and Instagram
  • Take lunchtime pill
  • Talk to the CCP lady - still waiting for the call - no success after waiting to speak to someone for an hour so she's gonna try again on Wednesday
  • Talk to Enabler on Thursday 
  • Write some more of the sequel
  • Read and review comp books - 1 down, 1 to go for this MS
  • Read and review 9 Kindle Unlimited books
  • Ask about moving the mortgage into just my name
  • Take evening pills
  • Go to bed

 

Penultimate update to today's to-do list

  • Wake up
  • Take morning pills
  • Run daily virus scan 
  • Weigh myself
  • Put FitBit spreadsheet onto my homepage
  • Have breakfast
  • Put photo of breakfast on this blog and Instagram
  • Get washed and dressed with a carer
  • Have lunch
  • Put photo of my lunch on here and Instagram
  • Take lunchtime pill
  • Talk to the CCP lady - still waiting for the call - no success after waiting to speak to someone for an hour so she's gonna try again on Wednesday
  • Talk to Enabler on Thursday 
  • Write some more of the sequel
  • Read and review comp books - 1 down, 1 to go for this MS
  • Read and review 9 Kindle Unlimited books
  • Ask about moving the mortgage into just my name
  • Take evening pills
  • Go to bed

 

Pills have been...

...popped and I wanna try and stay up until 8pm tonight, in the hopes that I'll be able to sleep for around 8 hours and I won't be awake at 3am yet again.


After only 36 hours...

...I've already fallen off the wagon and indulged in my addiction again.


I had the choice between my Graze box (the sensible option) or my addiction... my addiction was too strong and it won within seconds.


I'm soo disappointed in myself that I couldn't even make it for 2 days.  Maybe I was expecting too much of myself but I still only lasted for a day and a half which is a huuge disappointment to me.


Fifth update to today's to-do list

  • Wake up
  • Take morning pills
  • Run daily virus scan 
  • Weigh myself
  • Put FitBit spreadsheet onto my homepage
  • Have breakfast
  • Put photo of breakfast on this blog and Instagram
  • Get washed and dressed with a carer
  • Have lunch
  • Put photo of my lunch on here and Instagram
  • Take lunchtime pill
  • Talk to the CCP lady - still waiting for the call - no success after waiting to speak to someone for an hour so she's gonna try again on Wednesday
  • Talk to Enabler on Thursday 
  • Write some more of the sequel
  • Read and review comp books - 1 down, 1 to go for this MS
  • Read and review 9 Kindle Unlimited books
  • Ask about moving the mortgage into just my name
  • Take evening pills
  • Go to bed

 

Fourth update to today's to-do list

  • Wake up
  • Take morning pills
  • Run daily virus scan 
  • Weigh myself
  • Put FitBit spreadsheet onto my homepage
  • Have breakfast
  • Put photo of breakfast on this blog and Instagram
  • Get washed and dressed with a carer
  • Have lunch
  • Put photo of my lunch on here and Instagram
  • Take lunchtime pill
  • Talk to the CCP lady - still waiting for the call
  • Talk to Enabler on Thursday 
  • Write some more of the sequel
  • Read and review comp books - 1 down, 1 to go for this MS
  • Read and review 9 Kindle Unlimited books
  • Ask about moving the mortgage into just my name
  • Take evening pills
  • Go to bed

 

Third update to today's to-do list

  • Wake up
  • Take morning pills
  • Run daily virus scan 
  • Weigh myself
  • Put FitBit spreadsheet onto my homepage
  • Have breakfast
  • Put photo of breakfast on this blog and Instagram
  • Get washed and dressed with a carer
  • Have lunch
  • Put photo of my lunch on here and Instagram
  • Take lunchtime pill
  • Talk to the CCP lady
  • Write some more of the sequel
  • Read and review comp books - 1 down, 1 to go for this MS
  • Read and review 9 Kindle Unlimited books
  • Ask about moving the mortgage into just my name
  • Take evening pills
  • Go to bed
 

Today's (30 January 2023) lunch photo

I am totally stuffed, verging on bloated now.  T'was pasta and garlic sauce cooked entirely by Janette today and I'm seriously regretting that sharing packet of crisps I had for my mid-morning snack now! lol

 

Because I'm so close to being underweight now, I adjusted my FitBit app to gain rather than maintain weight and I'm gonna leave off mid-morning snacks until after I've had my lunch now.  The crisps were a rapid way to increase my calorie intake but I ate them too soon after my breakfast and I'm regretting it now.


Here's today's lunch photo:


Cor lummy!

I've just had my lunch made by Janette and I'm totally stuffed to the gills now lol


Photo and updated to-do list are next, then it's time to prepare for the call from the CCP - I bet I'll need a wee half way through the call too!  lol