Just need to whine for a bit

It's been a while since my last whine and I'm feeling pretty rotten atm, so I figured I'd let it all out for a while.

I'm exhausted, swollen, in pain, my memory is shot, I'm thirsty, tired and just generally bleurgh.

It's one of those days where I wish I could be healthy and happy and not have to have such a limited life.

My best friend is coming over tomorrow and I bet I'll forget to text him when my lunchtime carer has gone, but even more than that, I don't want to be like an old, thread-bare, worn-out towel that's been through the wash too many times.

I'm just on a downer this afternoon.