I've got a banging head/eye ache so I've popped my pills and I'm heading to bed now.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl
I've got a banging head/eye ache so I've popped my pills and I'm heading to bed now.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl
...my second hot lavender-scented bubble bath of the month this morning. It was weird but felt sooo good to have water on my back again and wrinkly fingers and toes. I was in there for an hour and it really set me up for the day.
...telling me to update something without even asking about me and how I'm coping.
I've done the update but the distance between us is even further now... this person hasn't changed despite me telling them bluntly how much I was hurting and grieving and that I needed their support for a very rare change - they just spent the entire email talking about themselves and what they've been through and asking me to make another update without giving me any information about where to find where they wanted the update to happen, any of the log-in details or even a please just a "I've been having a hard time recently and I've sent you loads of updates, but they haven't shown up so I hope you can put this one up for me" then attached the content 😡
Today's lunch was another simple meal of a pot of soya protein mango yoghurt.
Here's today's lunch photo:
...time for me to break out my Summer clothes and put my cardigans and jumpers away until September kinda time.
I've taken all my wools upstairs after washing them yesterday afternoon and brought down three sets of Summer clothes, so it's the start of the cheap washing too 'cos I've got 14 sets of clothes that only need the 45 minute wash, so one wash a week and I'm sorted instead of doing a 3 hour wash every 9 days as well as the two sets of 45 minutes, which is a relief.
I'm late with getting this post and photo up, but I was relaxing in my second bath of the month, so while I ate at 4.19am, I'm only getting it put up now, a couple of hours after I ate it.
Breakfast was a bowl of choccie Weetabix with plant protein soya milk.
Here's today's breakfast photo:
I've just had my second bath of the month and I feel amazing now! Awake, relaxed, clean and ready to face the day!
I didn't realise quite how much I had missed the luxury of a lavendar-scented, really bubbly, very hot bath but I can take on the world now!
Well, the good day that I had yesterday turned into a less-good day at bedtime 'cos I tried to turn the living room light on, only to discover that it didn't want to turn on! I tried to change the bulb myself so that I could see to take my blood pressure this morning, but I was too wobbly to get any higher than the first step so I'm using my laptop in the dark atm!
Bearing in mind that I've got no light, so far this morning I've remembered to pull the switch in the bathroom (bath time at 5am), popped my morning pills, had my breakfast and run the daily virus scan which was still reassuringly clear.
Time to get today's to-do list together before I have my bath methinks.
Today has been a good, but highly anxious day that is now filled with relief and the knowledge that I can go to bed and not be cold. I can also have my second bath of May tomorrow morning too which will be a shock to the system but I can't wait!
I've just popped my last two pills of the day so I'm gonna head on up to beddy-byes.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl
...having my heating and hot water back at last.
It's been 3 weeks and 3 days since I last had hot tap water (as opposed to boiling the kettle) and I'd forgotten how good it felt! Tomorrow I'm planning on pulling the bathroom switch as soon as I'm downstairs, then take my blood pressure, pop my morning pills, have breakfast, start up my laptop to do my morning admin (virus scan, putting photos up, adding my blood pressure to the spreadsheet, putting the last 6 days worth of photos onto my health site etc) then run myself a hopefully very hot, very lavendarey, very bubbly bath and I'm not gonna feel guilty for refilling it several times 'cos it'll be 4 weeks since I last had a bath.
Today has been a good day so far and I'm not gonna stop myself from pigging out on celebratory chocolate all afternoon.
They've just turned up so I'm gonna shut down now in case they need to turn the electric off.
I'll be back as soon as I can!
Today has started off, as usual, with me taking my blood pressure (which was normal for me), popping my 9 morning pills with a glass of water and I've also set my original FitBit to charge up and set the virus scan going (which was clear too, reassuringly), so I'm just waiting for my carer to arrive now.
Gonna keep this first blog post short today and get today's to-do list together.
BBS
I've got a long, potentially very stressful day ahead of me tomorrow so I'm hoping I'll be zonked out as soon as my head hits the pillow tonight and I don't wake up at 1am in desperate need of a wee 'cos I'll be up for the day then!
I've popped my last two pills of the day and I'm heading on up to beddy-byes now.
I'll see you all briefly in the morning until the heat pump cylinder thing is replaced.
Nite nite orl
My first meal since Tuesday lunchtime and my only meal today was a pot of soya protein mango yoghurt.
Here's today's lunch photo:
I've woken up with a headache and poppy-ears but my blood pressure was in my normal range and I managed to pop my morning pills without any problems. The virus scan was clear and I've put in a repeat prescription request so hopefully they will be here at the start of next week.
It's a normal day today, but I'm not gonna have any breakfast 'cos the last 3 days were significantly into the red, I'm running out of coffee and I can put teabags down the waste disposal until a more reasonable time so it's water all morning, but that's OK right?
It's been a long day today and I'm exhausted and in a great deal of pain so I'm having a slightly early night.
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl
...having a day off from everything after the heat pump repair didn't go ahead after all and I know that it's definitely happening on Friday morning instead... I even know that it'll be "around 10am-ish" so I'll be able to have breakfast on Friday and I'll have my lunch when they've gone.
I'm also grateful for finally getting the covers of my hardback and paperback memoir to have the title and my name on the front, so I can take them upstairs now - just gotta wait for the updates to be approved et voila.
I'm grateful that I discovered that there's another photo ID I can get instead of my provisional license, but the photo has to be on a white background and done in person at the Post Office, so I've just gotta sort that out now then I can stop worrying for another 10 years.
...my central heating won't be repaired today after all 'cos the engineers have called in sick, so it's been rescheduled instead to Friday.
It's a bit of a disappointment but I knew that things were going too easily today lol
Today's the day! I'm incredibly nervous/anxious, but know that it'll be worth it when it's finally all sorted after exactly 3 weeks.
I've taken my blood pressure which was understandably slightly raised for me, but still in the low zone, popped my morning pills and started the monthly virus scan and it's not even 4am yet lol Gotta remember to set the backups going when the virus scan has finished.
I'm not gonna have breakfast this morning otherwise it'll all come back up through nerves and I've been significantly into the red on my FitBit food graph so far this week, so one day in the blue might do me good.
Time to get today's to-do list together now methinks.
BBS
It's been a loooooong day today and tomorrow is gonna be even longer and more stressful 'cos as well as the monthly virus scan and back-ups I've got the heat pump being replaced in the morning too.
I've popped my last two pills of the day and I'm heading to bed bang on time (or at least it will be by the time I've shut down lol).
I'll see you all in the morning.
Nite nite orl
...to:
...achieving so much today (I've just posted about it in more detail, just before this blog post).
I've been able to cross off a lot of things on my to-do list and tomorrow morning I'll be able to cross off another thing and I remembered to ask about the anti-freeze and they are going to show me where to look and what to look for and stuff tomorrow, which will be a huge weight off my mind and I'm really hoping it'll stop this from happening again if I can catch the anti-freeze before it gets so low.
I'm grateful that all of my groceries were in stock and that I even got bananas that weren't totally green like last time.
I'm grateful that I've managed to cope with today and I'm keeping my fingers crossed that I won't have to wait too long before I get hot water and heating again.
I'm also grateful that I've literally just remembered to clear my browser cache's ready for tomorrow's monthly virus scan and backups.
I'm gonna go and reward myself with another creamy hot choccie now then try and remember to ask about how to ripen bananas so that the skin is yellow instead of green lol
I've had a very productive day today and I'm wiped out and in a lot of pain but I've achieved so much today and I'm all ready for tomorrow now too.
The biggest things I can cross off my achievements list are:
Today's lunch was 2 x Greek style Raspberry Strawberry soya yoghurts and after breakfast as well today I'm just nicely full now, without being bloated.
Here's today's lunch photo:
For my first and potentially only meal today, I had a bowl of choccie Weetabix with Plant Protein soya milk.
Here's today's breakfast photo:
Well, I've woken up feeling bloated again, so I'm not gonna have breakfast again after all.
I've taken my blood pressure which was in my normal range, popped my 10 morning pills, run the daily virus scan which was clear, put the bags in front of the door and started charging up my watch. Other tasks for today are to charge up my original FitBit, bring my groceries in and put them away then collapse in a nervous heap ready for tomorrow.
Not sure what else to say so I'll get today's to-do list put up now.
BBIAB
I've had a long day today, but I've popped my last two pills of the day and I'm heading on up to beddy-byes.
I'll see you all in the morning when I've gotta remember to put the bags in front of the door ready for my groceries.
Nite nite orl