...the delivery van being parked right in the way of anyone wanting to get in or out of the street!
Why?
Because it forced me to face my fear of walking up and down slopes and turning corners totally unexpectedly!
I usually spend days psyching myself up to do it and I've only done it a few times since we lost Steve, but there was a delivery van parked right at the top of the road this afternoon so there was no hope of getting around it which sent my anxiety through the roof and it seemed to make M worried too, but I decided to face my fears and at least try it.
I've never done it with my neckbag, keys and additional shoulder bag, let alone with pain in my neck, shoulder and arm in my life, even with C with me so it was an even bigger fear to add to my anxiety...
...but I DID IT!!!
I've already rewarded myself with a DragonBerry J2O in celebration and I'm on top of the world right now!!!
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