Monday, 19 June 2023

Kinda proud of myself, kinda not

I've done battle with both of my addictions today and the score is 1-1.


I weighed myself this morning (like I do every Monday) and I'd lost exactly 1kg.


My chocolate addiction instantly overwhelmed me after not having it for 2 weeks and I got the chocolate tub out of the fridge and dived in before I could stop myself HHIS


I'm kinda proud of two things though - the first is that I stopped at 6 treat-sized bars of chocolate and put the rest of the tub back in the fridge which I never could have done 2 weeks ago.  The other thing that I'm kinda proud of is that I totally stopped myself from buying a single thing at Approved Food.  I'd filled my basket with £65 worth of treats and the box total was very nearly at 25kg (which is a smidgen under half of me) which shocked me, so I took some stuff out and got the basket total down to £40, then I asked myself "do you really need all that?" and the honest answer was "no" so I got the basket total down to £25 and the slider was only about 1cm visible so I took the rest of it out of my basket, logged off and closed the tab, which I couldn't have done even last week.


I've rewarded myself with a home-made decaff mocha and the right to feel proud of myself I reckon.


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