Mornin' all

First proper blog post of the year that isn't ranting and raving about something or other lol

How are you all doing this morning?

I've been up for over 2½ hours so far and I'm trying to remain cautiously hopeful that I'll be able to eat today... trying to keep a positive attitude about it lol

I've taken my morning pills, caught up on my emails and Facebook (although I've gotta remember to post my memories before too long) and drunk 750ml of water so far today.  It's my first full day of only eating when my carer cooks (other than Sunday's celebratory roast of course!) and my only hot drinks'll be when my carer makes them so I could, potentially, have a high water intake again today and I bet I'll be shivering all day without a hot drink inside me or the heater on.

Someone on Freegle agrees with something I've put on my profile too, so that gave me a small boost of reassurance that I wasn't just being a bitch when I wrote it lol

The money for my Graze box was taken yesterday, so I'll be able to scoff those four punnets next week on the days my carer doesn't cook, so I'll have a few calories going in to me next week at least.

Talking of food, I'm hoping it'll be pasta 'n' sauce for lunch today 🤤 but I won't believe it until it's on a plate in front of me and I've taken a photo of it for you all lol

Apparently I'm bringing in and putting away the top-up shop, so I'm making a prediction right now, at 8.02am, that I won't be eating or drinking anything (other than water) today... wonder how long it'll take to shock my carer into cooking again?

I've just been told to bring the empty bags through to give back to Marie and to put the top-up shop away, so I'm thinking that my prediction will be spot on and my belly is starting to rumble already, so I'm hoping that'll guilt my carer into cooking at some point today, 'cos I'm certainly not gonna make any food or drink for myself after him telling everyone at every opportunity that he makes all my food and drinks for me, so I'm gonna hold him to that and if I lose too much weight from not consuming many calories then so be it.