My carer has just said that he doesn't fancy finishing off his breakfast after all, so that's a bowl of cereal that I could have had has gone to waste yet a-fucking-gain.
He'll be having instant soup for lunch and pasties for his tea, yet I've only eaten 6 custard cream biscuits in the last 24 hours and my carer has got the biscuits over by him, so he'll be snacking on those for the rest of the morning until I make his lunch for him, he'll barely touch that so that will go to waste too, then I'll get his tea for him tonight that will still be on the arm of his chair tomorrow so that will go to waste too, yet I haven't eaten anything other than yesterday's biscuits since the middle of last week.
Stupid thing is that I've gone without any form of food for so long now, that I'm genuinely not hungry any more. I last had breakfast on 10th December and a home-cooked lunch on 2nd December, yet apparently my carer makes all my meals for me which is absolute bollox and I've now got proof since taking the photos and logging it into my FitBit app.
Looks like it's yet another day of water for me.
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