...so far this morning I've:
- run the daily virus scan
- done the admin on the forum
- drunk 1¼ litres
- made breakfast
- watered the tomatoes
- cared for my carer for 2 hours and 12 minutes.
My hayfever is through the roof again 'cos Steve hasn't closed the living room window for weeks and having to water the tomatoes every day just makes it worse, but Steve doesn't give a damn about that.
By the time I went to bed last night I'd cared for my carer for 11 hours and 10 minutes and today is looking to head in a similar direction.
Lunch today will be burgers for my carer and mine will apparently be finishing off the bag of salad, so that's already two days that my carer hasn't cooked for me and 2 days that I've made breakfast for him, despite him saying to everyone who will listen that he "cooks all the meals for her every day" which I've got proof is total bollox now.
I've booked a grocery delivery slot for 3 weeks time again and Steve wanted me to add a 4 pint bottle of milk to it so that he can have cereal for a change instead of toast, but he didn't even get half way through a 1 pint bottle before it went off last time, so I'm assuming the same will happen with this one too.
Why can't I have it?
Because I'm allergic to it and have been since 2003 when I came out hospital. I can't afford to keep wasting money, but Steve seems more than happy to do it each week yet moans when we can't afford things that he wants (like his doughnuts that were out of stock yesterday).
Time to make a start on the news now, so that I can keep doing things for other people instead of being so selfish.
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